Wow, he DID really love Shirley, I think. He said he lost a dear friend with a beatiful smile. I think he meant her. He must've really loved her, and he also kept the pictures she collected from him. But I don't understand why he cannot make her fall in love with him again.
oh thats fucked up! he could of had her just forget shooyin some 1 and the part were she was lied to by the crazy white haired dude, and that he was Zero.